If you want to fly, you have to give up everything that weighs you down. Take those small chances of life, coz sometimes the wrong train takes you to the right station. 

Being a fit bureaucrat is nonetheless a tiresome job. When I cracked WBCS in 2014 and joined service in 2017, life was already winking at me while I looked back. 8 years back from then, I was a masters from Presidency university and landed up at Bangalore to have my Ph.D done from IISc. But fate had different things for me. I left that meanwhile and served Wipro Technologies for three years till I lost job with literally no fault of my own. 

I started a new beginning, studying 10- 12 hours a day. Meanwhile I had some serious health issues been diagnosed with cochlear otosclerosis where I lost more than half of my hearing capabilities. But there was no looking back. I could not deter from my standpoint. I had to get myself back. Everything that belonged to me, everything I had dreamt off. 

Cracking the WBCS at 2016 and joining service by 2017 with postings to far off blocks was initially exhausting with my physical issues detoriating side by side. But I am a dreamer, and the curiosity, consistency and the confidence always urged me to see the dawn before the rest of the world did. 

The economic stronghold that I got, urged me to fly high more and fulfilling my aspirations to get into the fashion industry. Today as I look back I feel proud having my foot grounded and still getting my wings dare to fly to catch my reveries. 

I am a painter, a calligraphist, a poetess and want to end with few quotes written by me:

Embracing each tear

Sits a musk of felicity, there !

She spells her name unfettered like a muse

That love that her casket hid,

Came afloat..

Like flowerets , she is her own Muse. !